i have been out of sorts. generally. maybe it is the fact that i was shooting with vast expanses of nature, maybe it is that i am tired of waiting; maybe it is that those closest to me are getting on my nerves and vice versa … maybe it is all of that … maybe it is something else.

There is this sense of listlessness, lack of drive, lack of anything — there seems to be nothing that i am working towards, there is nothing that really bothers me anymore, i seem to be in limboland in a zombified state. it is like a bad trip and a bad hangover. There is a part of me that tells me that it will get over and there is a nice bright day that will follow. the other part of me tells me that it will wait till that arrives rather than trying to break out of the zone that i am in.

In anycase, JD tried to get me out — he burst into my room, last evening and told me that the world is sepia and i should take a look at. i hemmed, hawed told him that i wasn’t in the mood…. but the world did drag me out of the cocoon that i have built up over the last 3 weeks. the sunset was gorgeous — there was even a rainbow….

and maybe the world will be better tomorrow

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